"You're On Your Own"

i wet my pillow this morning... for not being able to wake up for sch... for not being able to accomplish what i promise myself... 1st week of sch is over... what had i done? all i did was awaiting for holiday to come but nothing else... come to think of it... i didn't call home for a long time.. i used to call home every week... i still remember the last time i called home mum asked me how's my study and i was at a loss of words. i feel like I'm like a strayed dog.. dunno where I'm heading... i dunno where is my home.. i have no home in Singapore... and i afraid of going back home..